whereas before when the group got big, it was pride, pride in a sense that it was because of me that this group is the way it is...now its acceptance. as the group is getting bigger and relationships deeper, there is now more to lose w/ each passing week and the more i want have the need to control it, and the more i need to be accepted or fear rejection by it, mainly the people in the group.
and i was thinking of deuteronomy...my friend asked me what that meant the other day which got me thinking of various things related to this and the purpose of the book and it was mainly written to the israelites to prepare them/their hearts as they would enter the promised land.
is God doing the same for me/the group, preparing me/it for what it is to become???
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