why is finding a good professor so difficult

whoa boy...
okok
so classes at seminary started again...
what a pain...what a headache
i gave it a shot...
so heres the deal and not talking bad or anything, just my opinion, my thoughts
i dont even know where to start
the professor sucks
unorganized
no train of thought (maybe kinda like this blogpost...)
its a class titled jonah
its the next class after taking all the grammar classes for hebrew
you now actually start reading the text
its where it gets fun...at least ideally
i took a class w/ this prof before and totally hated it
it was a new testament overview class
for homework he handed out a copy of the 3 missionary journeys of paul
the homework was to color the journeys in a separate color
thats it
am i crazy???
okok
so i gave him the benefit of the doubt saying ok, this an advanced level class now, i'll give it a shot, i talked w/ my mentor who is now the head of the seminary and he recommended i continue to take classes so i dont forget my grammar, it seemed like a good idea at the time
so last friday there i was, i found myself sitting in the most painful hour and a half of my life, it was brutal
so what is my point, well, i was thinking i was going to give him another shot tomorrow, but you know, i dont need this, i dont need this unnecessary pain, stress in my life
its too bad too bc i really do want to go through jonah and read this and learn more about this but its really not even a waste but a detriment to my health and well-being

nakama
we're going on a prayer walk tonight
not sure how many people will show up but its the first one we're going to be doing
should be interesting

other than that...well, theres tons but thats it for now