so the month of october was a time when various people led the teaching, this past week i had the girl that got newly baptized open us up in prayer and each time, its getting easier for me to let go of this group which leads to the next question, will i eventually pass this on to someone...? last week we had our helpers/leaders mtg and one of the girls pointed out that we are still not "friends" but i can feel us getting deeper in our relationships. i thought that was a bold statement to make but it was true. we might not be "friends" as yet but we sure are getting closer and its addicting!
so ive the last 2 days pretty much lying in bed and it feels so good. thing is we had scheduled an outreach at a lutheran church last night but the other people said theyd be ok w/o me and it was another testimony to give leadership over to other people as one of the girls stepped to say hey we're going and i want you to stay home and rest. it was great!
and now im left w/ the move...somethings not sitting right...at first it was about my control, selfishness, but now im feeling its not, i dont know what it is actually but theres something that im not comfortable w/...a feeling as if im forcing myself to do this because it seems like the "right" thing to do...
thats it for now...