has it come to this...already

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3 months into this year
we move into the sanctuary
we have consistently over 20 people to our big small group
we have over 10 show up to our middle of the week gathering such that im finding myself having to restrict the number of people that can currently come
so where do i find myself
i find myself again not knowing what to do
the move to the sanctuary was big enough
no, the fact that we have more than 10 show up to our mid-week was big enough
no, the fact that we have people wanting to serve and do things on sat nite was big enough - yeah, so did i mention that we now have a sound guy and a lighting guy and someone that prays throughout the service for me
it just wasnt enough that we consistently had over 10 last year
it wasnt enough that we had 2 baptisms and many people getting saved
it just wasnt enough to have a bible study

so after 10 months this is what its come to
and after talking w/ my pastor last week about what to possibly do from here, i couldnt believe that this is what its come to
finding myself trying to constantly needing to let go
all this time i thought it was something negative that moses said to pharaoh but found myself doing the same w/ this group
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